`Wednesday, September 22, 2004;__
Do u actually give a shit??
I kinda got a shock to hear 'THAT' from veron or is it chenswee early in the morning!
they really shock me okay! i tot "THAT" wud happened to me earlier than her! -___-||
so went to sch lk as usual time! tok abt some stuff & we reach the sch already oh man time really flies!!!
I was kinda crazy today, i was singing thru out the day & the worst thing is tt i was actually singing the same sentence of a lyric lk over & over again! is goes lk
*qing ai de ni zheng me bu zai wo sheng bian* i got too many 'unknown' feelings inside me tt i dun even noe how to express it! i really dun't... i asked myself y is it so but i cant get the answer to it! wad is in my mind is 'DEVIL' i cant get him out of my mind! i'm so addicted to him. gosh i cant live without 'DEVIL'i need him * i miss him so much but he dun seem to give a shit! okay he might not agree with wad i said but tts wad i think! he simply dun give a farkk!
so yea was lk tokin to C.S arnd 7 plus & i was lk still singin the same old sentence!
my tears flowed automatically i cant control it honestly! i jus cant and wad was in my mind is DEVIL!!!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 11:47 AM;__